I am responding to a program called â€œThe Word Todayâ€. You talked about a man that drove in a car and who was thinking that he cannot see the blessings of God. I saw myself in this program. I am like that low accumulator that receives the charge and then running down again. Because of health reasons I cannot do anything, only think and pray. Usually I am on the negative side of things. I think it is good that God is not answering me. Because if He would so NO, I would get even more depressed, and if YESâ€”I would become proud. Of course as a human being, I would love to stand up on my legs quickly, but already for 5 years I cannot walk. Sometimes it seems that God is far away from me, yet when I remember things of the pastâ€”God has given me a wonderful wife and seven children. Please pray for me and know that your ministry is not in vain.